MY TOP FIVE

FOOD.
5.pizza
4.hamgurgers
3.burritos
2.chinese food
1.Mexican tacos

The reason why I choose pizza as my #5 is because I only like pizza with stuffed crust. And not at every place you can get it with stuffed crust like at Pizza Hut. But sometimes Pizza hut can be expensive.
Hamburgers is my #4 because not all the hamburgers are the same. For example my favorite hamburgers are from In N out, The Habit, and Jack in the Box. A lot of other places don't make them as good.
My #3 favorite food are burritos why because they are good,have meat,and include rice and beans.
Actually thats the only way I eat beans because I don't like them. Its also pretty good when you have salsa on it.
#2 is Chinese food its pretty delicious when you get orange chicken chow mien and broccoli with beef. Also I only like the chinese food from a certain place not all chinese foods are good. And I don't like any other foods from china or asia.
My most all time favorite are Mexican tacos they're so delicious with cilantro and red chili sauce. Specially when you get asada tacos with a coke or something they taste pretty bomb. They are also pretty easy to make at home.

My purpose

WHAT IS MY TRUE PURPOSE IN LIFE

1. to be able to make my son happy.
2. accomplish my goal
3. become someone important
4. make my parents proud
5. make a man out of my son
6. teach my son right from wrong
7. be able to provide for my family
8. give my parents everything they once gave me back
9. be a great mother
10. to be love
11. learn from my mistakes
12. help my brothers and sisters
13. help friends
14. be a good friend
15. be a good wife
16. to give love back
17. live life
18. to work
19. be independent
20. value life
21. go and finish school

My purpose in life that is really meaningful to me is becoming a great mother.It doesn't matter to me what I give up on as long as I become a good role mother to my son on being a great parent just like I want to be a great mother to him.

October 28

MY WEEKEND

This weekend I went looking for a halloween custom for my son and I. We to a couple of places like Target, Kmart and party city. Its hard to find a costume because I want to find a cheap but good and cute at the same time. My family says Im cheap but why do I want an expensive costume when my son and I are only gonna wear once. And I don't have other kids to pass down the costume.

After shopping at so many stores we finally found one for myself. Its simple but no cheap so Im still undecided about it but at party city we found a goddess costume Im interested in. But since Im in a budget and halloween is right around the corner I might take some ideas from the costumes at party city and make one at home with materials I already have. And for my son Im still undecided I have a giraffe one but everyone says thats baby like and Julian is more but a big boy. I love giraffes  so might ignore them and just make him wear it besides he still doesn't really know.

I also have a power ranger costume for my son, So right now Im still undecided for him. I have a giraffe,power ranger,and scare crow. So this halloween we will probably wait until the last minute to see what he will be. Or maybe Ill have him choose . Even though Im undecided about this Im still excited.

My wisdom

As a parent there is so much you can tell your child. And your child will only listen so much to your words. I am a parent of a boy and supposably boys always seem to rebel before girls. When my 19 month old son grows up to the part when he starts getting expose to drugs I will do my best to teach him that no matter what drug it is it will harm you in one way or another. I will teach him that just because his friends do it and make seem like its cool or their friends think they are cool its not and just makes them look like losers. Any drug can you kill you,it doesn't matter if its a low or high drug it will kill you. I as a mom will do my best to let him know not to do drugs. And not let him be around any one who does drugs.

The same thing will apply to alcohol just because his friends or family members do it also doesn't mean its okay. I believe there is a right moment and time where to drink for example family parties or special occasions. Not just for random nonsense reasons. Also just because its a family party doesn't mean you can drink, if your underage you shouldn't be able to drink at all. No matter if they say its just one beer,that one beer will lead or another and another one and so on. And before you know it theyre addicted.  Im a mom and will keep my son away from anyone who does drugs or drink. I want the best for my son and I will do anything to teach him what drugs and alcohol does to you.

prescription drugs

1.57
2.37
3.330
4.oxycontin ,opana,codeine,vicodin
5.natalie costa
6.heroin
7.no
8.I believe drugs are not good for you and I dislike drugs specially of the fact that young kids use it and it kills them.

Heroin

Heroin

I think the article is scary but truthful in a way. What it says its truth because a lot of kids are not informed on what the drug is or can do to you. And if they are informed they don't care because they see other people do it and it doesn't cause them harm so they think it will do the same to them. But not everyone has the same body. Its scary knowing what heroin does to you and seeing pictures is even scarier it makes you wonder why people do it.

Heroin kills you. Its main drug is morphine. If a lot of these people got informed they probably wouldn't  it do it,also their families should also be informed. And if they see something wrong with their child they should talk to them or ask for help. Talk about it don't be scared or embarrassed to ask for help, Im sure its more embarrassing telling people why your child died instead of asking for help.

People who used to do it and cleaned themselves should go to schools, clubs etc and talk about it to prevent other teen or even adults from using this drug that can kill you. 

AGAINST MARIJUANA

Against Marijuana

My personal opinion is that Im against marijuana. And ill explain my reasons in this paragraph why im against it. But there is only ONE reason why i would be okay with it and thats only if you are in really desperate need and there is not other medication for your health condition. In other words in all in against marijuana. 
Marijuana is not good for many reasons. One reason is because it teaches our younger kids that its okay to use the drug and doesn't cause any harm. Or since its legal are younger children think its okay to sell it. And it gets them into bad habits. Also older people think that smoking or getting high will just get rid of their problems when in reality after that "high" is gone their problems are still there. Our younger kids see that and whether we see it or not we are teaching them a lesson that its okay to smoke.
 Another reason why Im against marijuana is because it damages the way you think and act whether you recognize it not. It causes your brain to start liking the drug and will keep wanting more. After a while instead of causing happiness it may cause depression.Sometimes it if doesn't happiness or depression it will cause anxiety,fear, and panic. which is not good for you at all and probably don't need to go through just because of one drug. I would do it unless you are in desperate need and there are no other resource for your pain.